Sometimes I Want to Whine.

I am not going to give into that, though.

Tonight was parent/teacher conferences.

<voice of Olaf> "All good things. All good things."

But sometimes I am just SO TIRED OF IT ALL.

(Here comes the whine….)

Sometimes I just want to know how it is going to turn out. (And that it will turn out ok.)

So, maybe what I really want is for some expert to say, "It is going to be ok, Crystal." And let's face it…not just "ok" I want to know that it will be great.

I. Want. To. Know.

And it is times like this that I can almost physically HEAR God telling me to look at Him. He isn't placating me with empty promises and trite phrases. His Spirit is simply telling me to look to Him.

That maybe, through looking at Him, instead of the homework pages and assessments, I can see who He is. And by seeing who He is, know that He has it all under His control and that everything that will happen will be ever for His glory.

But, if any of you want to chime in and tell me that it will be ok, I wouldn't mind that a bit.